belie: 1a: to give a false impression of 2a: to show (something) to be false or wrong

I love this tree in our front garden.

It belies the stress I am feeling today.

I don't know what I was thinking when I signed up to be

the Secretary/Treasurer for Daughter's of the Utah Pioneers.

Mother's Day sometimes feels like

a reminder of my shortcomings as a mother

rather than a celebration of being a mother 

(and I'm still being reminded).

I have a child that is obsessing about one thing after the other,

after the other, after the other, after the other

 and I am having a hard time with it.

etc. etc. etc.

I know it could be worse.

I know I'll get over it.

The following is a little how I feel, although I do have plenty of times to rest and relax

(it's the standing on my head thing

that I can relate too,

figuratively not literally):

The man (or woman) who doesn't relax and hoot a few hoots voluntarily, 

now and then, is in great danger of hooting hoots 

and standing on his head

for the edification of the pathologist 

and trained nurse,

a little later on.--Elbert Hubbard

That's me.